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[May. 23rd, 2011|01:49 am] |
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So I talked to Jesus in the shower tonight.
Well, technically the bath. But who gets technical on a livejournal... I mean.... come on right?
ahem. Anyways.
I want to be a Barbarian. Someone who stands out in Faith. A leader. I've been told countless times I have the mind of a leader and the heart of a prophet. I try to allow Jesus to make this true about who I am. But for some reason, between my heart and my mouth something gets off. I don't normally talk or act like a Barbarian. Sure, I have my moments, and I stand out at times in faith- but overall... I give myself a apprentice.
There's so much more I need to trust Jesus with. Insecurities, and that longing of being accepted by a group of people. I know in Christ that I am accepted, that I am loved. But, it's that worldly longing that trips me up. I'm slowly but surely working on tearing down walls and breaking free from old things that keep me tied down to things that aren't true of me and who I am to God. I'm excited for the next in my life that He has in store.
I guess in short what I'm getting at is that I need to get insecurity out of my life, find a place where I am more accepted and I don't have to be a certain way, be more myself, be more authentic, search and seek Gods heart out, and LIVE in that grace.
Alrighty- until next time.
-amy elizabeth |
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