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[Oct. 2nd, 2011|12:03 am] |
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It's nights like tonight where I have to fight to stay at the foot of the cross.
Let me put it this way-
I remember being younger and I would be falling asleep in my parents bed and my dad would pick me up and try to carry me to my room and I would grab onto the bedposts with all my might while he tried to pull me away. I would intertwine my fingers, scream, and cry holding on because I didn't want to leave where I was comfortable and where I knew I was safe.
That's how I feel with the cross right now.
I'm holding on so hard, tears, screaming, I don't want to let go. But Satan is pulling me back. He wants to pull me away from Jesus and the many steps I've taken to Jesus these last few weeks.
I'm tired of holding on and gripping to the bedpost.
I'm ready for all of this to just be over with.
Come Holy Spirit.
-Amy Elizabeth |
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