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[Dec. 14th, 2011|02:03 am] |
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I am fighting to stay at the cross.
I'm in a season- I hurt someone I love.
I've been beating myself up.
I can't fix it.
There's no way.
Only Jesus can do that.
And Him alone.
I feel helpless in a sense.
But hopeful the same.
I am fighting to grip onto the cross.
When all that I want to do is run from it.
He wants me near, and wants to hold me dear.
Like a child I am torn. Do I go and hide, or stay in the safety of His arms?
I'm realizing how broken I really am.
And how far from grace I have fallen.
I want Jesus.
I want love.
I don't want religion.
I want my friend back.
The way that is was.
I hate that I had to realize how messed up I am... through a few simple words.
Like I said,
I can't fix it.
I can't mend it.
But I can trust Him.
That's it.
In Him,
Amy Elizabeth |
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