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[Feb. 19th, 2012|02:19 am] |
it's nights like tonight that make me second guess myself. second guess my worth. second guess my words. i feel like i'm walking on eggshells with my friends and my own sanity. i want to explode. i once again find myself shaken up- and i just need someone to take the cap off and let me release whatever this stuff is inside of me.
i want to be whole. i don't want this constant longing for freedom. it's nights like tonight where i find myself losing sight of Jesus- and in the morning i'm left alone to pick up the pieces.
i'm always alone. well- i'm always alone with God.
i feel like i may regret writing this later. but, i don't care. |
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